Unexpected Behavior

I could never explain, why i behave so differently sometimes. I would myself be surprised, the kind of feeling i get. A kind of feeling, so lonely, so desparate for something i dont know of, so unimportant. I feel sometimes, i am not worth of anything, a kinda feeling that wont let me do anything ahead. That wont let me think ahead. Something that forces me to be stagnant and stationary. Everypart of my body, especially the way i think will be unlike me. Will be so untrue.

And whenever i try to judge it, i get more depressed and tensed. Whenever i try to indulge myself in more engrossed activities, like studies, work, etc i will end up over-stressing myself. I will end up burning myself. And such times, just doesnt pass away, without creating a negative effect on the close by friends, nearby relatives. And i dont know how to run away from this kinda situation...


:( Kash bhagwan ne mujhe bhi "perfect to handle any situation" banaya hota :(

Comments

Anonymous said…
Hey no one is perfect , just chill out it is all our perception always think in a positive direction. Have fun :)
6:19 AM
Sanjukta said…
Every thing will fly by with time... Have faith.... :)
12:44 AM
Anonymous said…
That's nice. So back to normal :)
2:30 AM
CYGENT said…
All girls go thro that
12:46 PM
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